'tenteram'

cerah menarik tenang dan mengasyikan lagi hari ini.
tapi tak pasti sumbang mana, tenteram jiwa berkubur sepi.
tidak selari sudah roh dan jasad ini, tenteram dicari makin jauh menyepi.

bukan diri kara sendiri, bukan tiada ruang bicara hati.
famili ada belakang diri, tapi bicara tidak sampai ke hati.
entah apa kenapa, tenteram jua dicari.

keliru makin mengunung, keliru apa makin buat jiwa bingung.

keliru .. buntu..

luar sana sangat ceria. cerah. menarik. cantik. tenang. walau angin sejuk menyapa tubuh. tapi aku rasa kian keliru dan pening. menghitung sesuatu yang tidak pasti. banyak perkara tidak pasti namun, hal begini pun patutkah di golongkan yang tidak pasti. jadi apa yang boleh dipastikan lagi kini.

bila diri dalam keliru, semua tidak menjadi. tidak tahu ke mana arah nak pergi. semua yang dibuat rasa makin menemui jalan buntu. paling parah lagi, bila kecekalan hati kini mula meragu. sudahnya makin banyak pula yang menjadi tidak pasti. aku akhirnya terus keliru.................

im coming home

it is not ok..

april

Adele: Someone Like You Lyrics

I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead